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Roads? Where we are going we need roads... [Sep. 18th, 2009|06:25 pm]
While I don't see many Antique Roads on the show that is supposed to all about them, I have done my fair share of driving to Flea Markets and Antique shops near my new abode.

I do like to decorate my place with a bunch of totally awesome stuff (some would say crap). But yesterday during my lunch-round shop hopping I did find an "OUTATIME" license plate from the Back to the Future ride. While it is not as movie-authentic as the one on Think Geek it does go nicely on my fire place mantle with the BTTF toy that I've had forever (and it was about 90% cheaper). Plus, since the ride is gone now it's a silent memorial to part of the 1980s we have lost.

Anyway, my point is that I love to hunt for items like this. I have driven to Texas, Mississippi and all throughout Louisiana so far and I still have a lot to cover. In particular, I'm still looking for Airship/Dirigible/LTA pieces for my collection. Chris (my GF Chris) thinks it's amazing how I can walk into any place and find some random Zeppelin related artifact. Why, two weeks ago we were in a Fossil store (clothes, not raptors) and I picked up one of the display books which happens to have be about Flight for their aviator line with an entire chapter on Zeppelins!

I didn't think Texas would be a hotbed for such items. I quickly found out how wrong I was. It turns out that Dallas/Fort Worth was the best place to spot Zeppelins in the South. That's because the US Navy Airships had to come there to fill up with Helium since it was the first (and at that time only) place to get a sufficient supply!

So living here isn't all bad. I'm getting to see part of the country I'd never really been. I've found out that Texas is a very pretty state, so I try not to fault the citizens for being over protective of their state.

Next weekend is going to be an awesome roadtrip for me. I'm driving through Houston to a place called Warrenton for Antique Weekend. Basically this whole county turns into an antique show. I'm hoping to find some really incredible items. Plus it gets me out of Louisiana (which is always good).
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Optimizing Optimism [Sep. 16th, 2009|06:37 pm]
Nostalgia for me is becoming an all to distracting problem. When I was in High School and College I kept thinking, "Everyone keeps saying these are the best years of my life. Funny...it never seems like that right now..." I must say, I did have a very good time then. I think the reason that this has come to my attention right now is that at those points you get to make the social decisions which are the biggest part of shaping whom you become. Your friends are the ones who guide your likes, memories and goals. You spend so much time in a socially welcome environment (well, at least I did) that when you are yanked from it you experience a second Freudian Womb-wanting (it was Freud right? With the bathtubs imitating the womb?)

Once you get out of those times you are actually responsible for achieving those goals you set based on the moral codes you shaped. Gradually these will become more defined and developed, but eventually they will stabilize (or you'll have a mid-life crisis).

So right now I am in a socially cold climate. Everyone at work is nice, but because of the diverse background and likes/dislikes it becomes harder. Not that cliques seemed good at the time, but in a way they are a social protection racket. So it is not that surprising to me that I am having such feelings of nostalgia (I miss you all so much!)

However, as I said before, it never seemed to me that I was living the best times of my life then. I always wanted to make the future brighter. After all, if there aren't better days ahead, why bother with all of this work?

So now I feel that my focus should be on fostering optimism and to recognize the dangers of nostalgia. I don't think this is a problem just for me. I think as a nation we need that optimism. When I look back on the times I wish I had lived in, they were times of Scientific Optimism when anything was possible. Then 3 world wars later (yes, the Cold War counts), here we are! I don't want to blame it on the media (Nixon would!), but there is a whole bunch of whining going on.

I read an article today about how NASA's fact finding council got rebuked by a Senator who was whining that we can't get back to the moon by 2010. Instead they should have asked, "What can we as Congress do to help NASA reclaim it's glory and purpose?" The answer I would give is to instead ask, "How can we as Americans return that can-do, nothing is impossible except impossibility itself attitude?"

All I hear though when I turn on the TV news is, "But I want to go to the Tashi Station to pick up some power converters..."

We need to stop worshiping the past and instead start asking, "How can we make the future better?" Always remember that today is tomorrow's nostalgia. We can't let today pass by too quickly. And if we are too worried about being like the past, nothing will ever get done.
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Am I Being More Productive, or Less? [Sep. 15th, 2009|06:18 pm]
Wow. Apparently Richard Nixon went to same High School as John Lasseter which was the same high school where they filmed Back to the Future.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Whittier_High_School

That must be the central location of some ley lines or something.

Thank you wikipedia for full-filling my daily dose of useless trivia.
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What Have We Learned...? [Sep. 14th, 2009|05:27 pm]
Jesus, you'd think I would have heard about this in the news at some point in the last year. Looks like in 30 years we'll be back in the exact same position...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1980

January 7 – U.S. President Jimmy Carter signs legislation approving $1.5 billion in loan guarantees to bail out the Chrysler Corporation.

And the majority owners are UAW...

One of my favorite policies is having the employees be a major stockholder and voice for the company. But seriously, Chrysler has some issues and strong political ties to be pulling this shit for a second time.
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Cash Cow Politics [Sep. 13th, 2009|01:30 pm]
I am in a very strange place politically. Right now, neither party seems to represent my interests. I am a fiscally conservative, socially liberal middle-class American. That goes against all party lines.

I support government spending on a few things without question: Education and Military. No democracy can survive for long without an educated people. No nation can survive long without a means to defend itself and protect its interests.

Call me a cynical capitalist, but I don't think the government goes out of its way to run efficiently. Heck, most businesses that make a profit aren't optimized yet and they have competition to keep them motivated to improve! I may be a bit biased/pissed because no one at the DMV here can answer my simple questions about what I need to have to get my car changed from my parents name to my own.

We just spent billions giving money to companies which will probably be in the same situation 5 years from now. Why? Because we can change the economy temporarily, but its hard to change culture. That money may have put them out of debt, but unless they decide to change the way they think and do business they won't adapt and survive. Resources are required for that which they squandered already.

And in the midst of all of this, we ended up getting in debt to China. Our money has to come from somewhere and it just doesn't pay off itself. It's like borrowing from Peter to pay Paul, only Paul is Peter.

So now, instead of the government SAVING money to pay off this debt and make life better for our children we keep digging a hole deeper and deeper. That hole will be our nation's grave.

Every president is always in a rush when they have a majority in Congress to do what they want. And the excuse is that "It's the will of the people!" How can you know that when we only have two choices all the time? We may not have liked what the other guys did, but that doesn't mean a 180 degree reversal is the corrective factor?

Can't we wait until we are a productive country again and can afford it? Why does health care reform have to be one BIG bill that has to be passed RIGHT NOW? That's putting all of your eggs in one basket, only its everyone's eggs and the basket may have a huge hole in the bottom. Why can't we address the issues one at a time so that the people don't have to be so polarized? (Oh right, ratings and funding to up when issues are polarized).

The government should intervene where it can best protect the people: laws and regulations. Health, Safety and Environmental laws (theoretically) keep companies from doing stupid things. This also levels the playing field. However, with a globalized economy, it's hard to keep a level playing field with China. That's why I applaud Mr. Obama's decision on the tire tariff. Some would call it protectionism, a return to isolationism. But I say that if you aren't going to play by the rules of human decency then get the hell out of our market. Some would then say, "But Chris, all of your cheap electronic gadgets come from there! You are feeding the fire." True, but our society already overspends on things through our materialistic tendencies.

Call me a bit technologically inclined, but do you know how many resources can be saved streaming videos and downloading them versus purchasing DVDs which are probably made overseas? This digital age has made it easy for us to streamline our processes, to be more efficient with our resources. Anyway, that's another issue for another day.
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Long Dark Tea Time of Louisiana [Sep. 9th, 2009|07:28 pm]
I don't even remember the last time I posted anything, but I have been far too anti-social for far too long.

Where should I begin? I am in Alexandria, LA which unfortunately is nothing like the Glorious Golden Age city for which it is named. I am a process engineer for P&G responsible for working on the new Tide Stain Release products. Work is a lot of fun and I do enjoy working for a global company. So far, I've already been to Canada and hopefully Europe will be coming up soon.

Obviously I have moved out of Tampa. I believe that the source of my online started there with my Masters Thesis. Every moment I worked on that thing I regretted not choosing the Non-Thesis option, but the second my last committee member signed off I realized that I would not have done it any other way.

I have my own apartment for the first time. It gets very lonely, but I'm doing my best to make friends with my co-workers. It was a great relief to find out that one of them is a Sci-Fi fan and when he picked up BSG on Blu-Ray we had a great day of nerdery.

I have continued my Steam-Punk fascination. Having a lot of down time after work has meant that I have had time to attempt to improve my creative side. I have been trying to keep the discipline of school and learning new subjects, but alas my will-power does fade after a nine hour shift. Since Alexandria does not offer much in the way of a library (go figure), I don't really see the massive influx of books which came to me from Tampa's library sales. This does give me some time to try to catch up on my reading.

It is my hope that starting this week I can go back and catch up with everyone. I really do miss all of my friends and the sudden fits of nostalgia and good-time-envy hit hard in the bayou. My best to you as always and it's good to be back in the digital maelstrom of posts.
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Up and Comings [Feb. 5th, 2008|10:59 am]
Hey, tomorrow is Ash Wednesday. That means it's already time for lent and I almost didn't realize it. Welcome back no-meat-Fridays.

Political Rambling Time )
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News, Shmews [Feb. 4th, 2008|09:47 am]
I have been getting most of my news from the International Herald Tribune (www.iht.com). For one, it's free and for two they actually have international news on the frontpage, which is something all of the "Free for Student" newspapers they have on campus.

I don't think I'm very political. Unforetunately, I don't often get a chance to make the time to be. A crime in this day and age, I know. Hopefully I'll stay on this kick long enough to eventually use this journal to flush out my loose confederate of beliefs.

Alright, so first off China is cracking down on restrictions to internet sites. Now I may be a little bit biased towards the Chinese Government because I think they are a bunch of Communist Self-serving anti-human rights dicks. Then again, I'm American and I just see them a threat to our economy and labor force.

Now one of my greatest fears has always been a second dark age. As an intellectually driven student, I feel the urge to continue to learn and advance. Human knowledge is spread out. Look at all the Doctors (Ph.Ds) we have and you'll see that they are very specialized. There are some projects and techniques that only a handful of people know. How many of us could go out and build a circuit board tomorrow? How many of us could go out, know where to mine the raw material and shape metal/plastic/wood? Not to mention the basic necessities of farming and agriculture.

To me the internet isn't just a hub of porn, corruption and stalking. It's a hub for humanity. It has become the Great Library. Now I'm no socialist, by any means. Material goods are one thing, but knowledge is something that needs to be shared. By all means, take the credit and the financial compensation. That's the means which drives advancement. But also, those of us that have the desire to see the best in humanity survive may need that knowledge later after you are gone. And from that knowledge someone new will come and use it in a new way and improve our lot.

Now from what I read in the article, it seems the main target of the censorship are our most popular sites. Give me youtube or give me death? Well, I'm not that in love with it. But deep down below the mass media, corporate giant influence of the world you will find your every day people. People willing to take a shot to the groin for laughs or build giant Rube Goldberg machines or god-forbid upload an educational video are the every day people. It is a way for people across the world to share our humanity and embrace our differences. I mean, how else would we be able to compare our gameshows to those of Japan?

But anyway, my incoherent rant is losing momentum. Bottom line: The internet is a series of tubes, censorship is a clog and we need to make sure there's a fresh amount of Drano being added by the people.
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Politics...More Like Schmolitics [Jan. 27th, 2008|10:20 am]
I'm making this public because it isn't just for my friends. It's for everyone who wishes to critique and enlighten. I seek to better myself through the help of others and I have a responsibility to help when asked.

You know, it figures that the day after I buy my first stock the market goes into a recession. Good thing I'm only in it for the long run. I can wait you out Wall Street...

Seriously, we've all seen this coming a while now. The Fed's been cutting rates every other week. Please for the love of God stop that! It's a shortcut measure that only delays the inevitable! It's not like you've been delaying to buy more time for some secret plan to fix the economy! You're only doing it because you think we can hold off until November, but really you have no plan. All you are doing is pretending that easy fixes will save us. In the end, it won't be that easy. No sacrifice, no victory. Economics suck. Hide all your money in mattresses...or better yet, convert it all into precious metals (Platinum or Silicon maybe).

As for the war...Let's face it guys, we f***ed up. Just admit it, it's ok. We can't possibly think any less of you politicians, so just go on and say it. Stop pointing fingers. We were all pissed after 9-11, we get it. Just go ahead and tell the world, "Look, we f***ed up. Now can we get some brainstorming as to how to fix it?" Well let me tell you, as soon as we pull out things will get worse. First off, the entire group of fanatics who are pissed off at us are going to get bolder. Seriously, you know we are in trouble when these guys have no problem recruiting for suicide missions. People are VOLUNTEERING for the kind of thing. That's the scary part. That's the culture shock we face. Just remember, we have our own crazies too, it's not a Muslim thing, it's a crazies thing.

For a while Americans are all like, "Alright! Communism is dead, we won! Time to go squander our resources on the 90's..." At least with Communism we had a clear enemy to fight. Now what are we stuck with? Religious fanatics! Oh no, and I'm not just talking about over in the middle east. I'm talking about right here at home. Let me say this: I'm a Catholic. I'm not a fanatical Catholic, I am a FREE THINKING Catholic. Some of you may find that statement contradictory, but just because my moral base was set up around a hierarchal religious system, doesn't mean I can't form my own rationalities. As a Catholic, I can embrace science. Seriously, what most people don't tell you about Galileo when they mention his persecution at the hands of the evil pope is that he was a DEVOUT Catholic. Now when you say, "Oh well this science contradicts God!" No no no no! That science contradicts your interpretation of God. And seriously, if you don't think your interpretation of God can change as a Christian, go back and read the first testament then the second testament. The same God as passed down from Abraham to Jesus goes through an amazing interpretation change. We go from Sodom and 10 Plagues to a God who sacrifices Jesus to save the same bunch. I personally believe that God doesn't change, but that as we evolve as a species we get closer to the truth. That doesn't mean everything new is correct (remember Phlogiston?), but we have to be able to ADAPT and grow.

People do get scared though. We see religious fanaticism, apparently the response is to become more religiously fanatic ourselves. In a world of doubt, where even science claims to be in doubt (which isn't a bad thing!), people need to find absolute truth and security, even if it is only temporary. When the world is insane, insanity is the only reality.

So now we've pissed off the rest of the world. Just remember your Machiavelli, every nation works for it's own grandeur. There is no real moral justification for that. Governments work to gain more power and influence. People get scared of big powers. We made them choice Communism or Democracy. One or the other to be safe in the world. They could blame the other side for all of their woes. That's how it goes. Now they don't have that scapegoat. Now they only have us to blame and fear. We are a rallying point for every person who thinks they have a right to topple the status quo. We represent that Status Quo. And that is the problem.

We have moved from a Leading Nation to a Stagnation. We are on top so we therefore have no where else to go. But just remember, the tortoise and the hare.

People of America: You have a choice. Accept fate and mossy out into the Imperial Pasture with Britain and Rome thus letting China become our heir apparent OR through a complete mental and personality overhaul convince the rest of the world that we are indeed a better alternative to dictators and fanatics.

I really hate Tom Brockaw's phrase, "The Greatest Generation" to describe our grandparents. Don't get me wrong, I really think that was a shining point in our American History and those people went through hell to get us on top. But THE GREATEST is pretty final. Why even bother to try to top that? We went from there to Generation X. Generation-Near-The-End-Of-The-Alphabet. Generation-Fill-In-The-Blank. We have it ingrained in us that there HAS to be progress. There doesn't HAVE to be anything. We have to work at it. We have to define ourselves and decide how to face the future.

The other attitude I HATE is when people in their 40s say, "Sorry kids, we screwed it up for you...Guess you'll have to fix it." NO! Stop being so defeatist! You're only 40 years old! You still have half of your life ahead of you! You never stop making a difference in this world. Molecules just don't step out of a reaction once they have converted to a certain product. We all have to fix it if we really care.

Really, my point is this: Things don't just get better by believing the government or religion will fix it all. God helps those who help themselves. The government is only as strong and smart as the people. So no wonder we are where we are with our education system. We fight wars for oil when we could put that money into educating people who can find better energy sources.

Now, I love Corporations as much as the next money grubbing engineer. But I also believe that companies have a moral obligation to better mankind. Newer technologies need to come out to make the companies more money. New technologies raise standards of living. So what I'm saying is that there is hope that our move away from oil dependence doesn't have to bring down any companies and thus piss off people with lots of money.

Now, this may all be easy to say from my Ivory Tower of Middle Class comfort and security. So call me out on it. Enlighten me. Make me see a new facet of the world. That is our responsibility to mankind. Call out those who are in comfort and security. For as long as man kills his own brother, none of us can ever truly be complacent.
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|11:37 pm]
Phantom soundtrack...running through my mind... all freaking day. So very, very good.

Apart from that, I only had two classes today which was good. I managed to do all the required homework, even my logic HW for thursday. I even got to go to the gym and work out for like an hour with Kaitlyn, Mabel and Frances (and to some extent Abby...) We watched Donnie Darko. Such a good movie. I think of it as one of the coolest love stories I've seen in a while. I know it's a bit odd to think of it that way, but the first time I watched it with the obligatory "WTF?" I did realize that it was a love story and it was beautiful. Yes I'm strange, deal with it. Also, I started my profile on "the facebook" so those of you on it can make me your friend now. Well, 8:00 classes suck so I have to go now.
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Monday: No 8 AM Class [Jan. 17th, 2005|11:07 pm]
Well I slept until about 2 PM, which was good because after staying up until 4 AM talking to Liz I need to get some sleep (at the very least so I can do it again tonight, j/k I sadly have class tomorrow). Today I met Kaitlyn's friend and Mabel's nemesis Jonathan. He seemed pretty cool. I can see why Kaitlyn loves us 501 freaks so much, she's known him for a while. After that I contented myself with trying to get the Love Actually and Phantom Soundtracks because those songs have been running all through my head.

Oh, by the way, I hate practice problems. I did Chem and Math problems today. I hate how they make the evens harder than the odds and don't even give you the solutions. Stupid authors...

I only have two classes tomorrow and I get to sleep in until 9-10 AM.


Randomness...yes, I'm just stalling until I can think of something interesting to write.
Today's interesting fact of the day comes from Rachel: Did you know that Chia Pets are actually made from alfalfa sprouts? Yes...well, they are. I'm trying to learn one interesting thing a day. Yesterday's was: Minime – Latin for “emphatically no”

Well, hope this was enlightening as well as entertaining. Until next time, bye.
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Three Day Weekend [Jan. 17th, 2005|02:43 am]
So I didn't plan on driving to see Liz on Friday until 2 AM that same day. That just means I had something to look forward to after Calc II. Luckily I was able to avoid the 5 o'clock traffic on I-4 and see Liz. Phantom of the Opera was awesome. Still need to get the soundtrack... (I figure I bought it for Liz, why should I have to buy another copy ;) Yes, a wonderful evening with a wonderful lady. I'll have to do it again sometime. Though maybe next time I can get more sleep before driving home.

Anyway, as for today and yesterday I got some sleep and I did some work. Not as much as I had planned, but I did read a lot of what I needed to read. I still have tomorrow to drudge through some of the more boring texts. Today's excuse for not doing so was that I was reading Ender's Game. A good book, but some of the twists were predictable. I suppose I could start some of the books I got at B&N (or I could finish the 4 books I'm halfway through, yeah that sounds better). Luckily Ender's was on my "to read" list and not one of the books I happen to spot at a used book store and start before the books that I have had for a few months. Well, I suppose I'll get to them all at some point or another.
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Fight Club [Jan. 12th, 2005|11:40 pm]
Or something like it. Tonight I got hit in the eye three times while fencing. Once in the left, twice in the right, twice with the mask on and once with the mask off. My right eye-brow has a cut behind it and I'm sure in the morning there will be adema (hah! I used it in a sentence!). Yeah, our own personally little fight club. But I still one the most points by a long shot. Oh and we got another instructor to come help us out and teach us. He's a freshman too.

So today was a lot of nothing. Another 8 o'clock class and I dread the one tomorrow. Not that I don't know the subject, it's just that I am not sure how awake I'll be. I did get to contribute to the discussion in ethics today bright and early. "Dogmatism." I answered one question and got it right. Good enough until I get more sleep.

I like this chem teacher. Not only does he teach the subject matter well, but he also throws little bits of random chemistry into it to keep me on my toes. Math is pretty good. This teacher is far better than Nallamshetty and I managed to finish 2/3 of my homework. Tomorrow I get to do the other 1/3 and start on the next section. I read some logic and it is pretty cool stuff. Apparently we only need to know the formal structure of logic.

If I can memorize the correct forms of logic, then I will get an A+ in the class.
I can memorize the correct forms of logic.
Therefore
I will get an A+ in the class.

See, that's a valid argument (and sound too).

Taco Bell runs suck at 5 PM. There are too many cars on the road. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to do some on the weekends. Yesterday the week seemed to go by fast. Today it just seems like there are so many days left. Oh well, at least only one more 8 o'clock day this week and next week I only have 2!
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Personal Issues [Sep. 27th, 2004|08:56 pm]
Yeah, this is long so just ignore this if you feel like your time can be better spent (and it probably can). This is for my benefit, not yours. You know, I don't know what it is, but I think I'm developing some crazy psychological issues. Either that or in an effort to feel "normal" I create the issues out of nowhere. Either that or I just feel really cranky at this moment in time. I think the point is I really don't know myself. Seems like a trivial thing to know who I am, but sometimes I don't know. Does everything I have to do have to have a reason? Does everything I do have to fit a pattern? I'd like to think not. Predictability is sometimes bad. I don't really know. I have nothing to complain about as far as I can tell. But that may just be because I'm basing it in comparison to other people's problems. But perhaps then I should just talk about what I don't complain about anyway. See, if I sound confusing it is because I'm confusing myself. Sometimes I feel like being an asshole just because everyone expects me to be something I'm not or they build me up to be something that's an exaggeration. Damn these social problems. If I lived in a cave by myself...Gollum! Erhem...

And now here I am blaring out my personal feelings online for anyone to read, though why anyone besides my friends would bother to read the boredom that is my personal nonsense is beyond me. See, sometimes I get passionately sad for no reason. Like I try to find out what's wrong and then it goes away. I feel like I'm missing a part of me. Maybe I'm just mad at imperfections in general, being a hypocrite. Mad at the imperfections in myself and the imperfections of society. Sure we all say "Nobody's perfect" but perhaps because we say that we limit ourselves to a particular course of action. I just want to sometimes make people angry at me apparently. I say stupid things, I do stupid things and I don't really think things through. Maybe that's a liberation for the responsible side of me, to just not care about anything. Then all I feel is regret. I may also be indecisive and unsure of myself judging from all the times I've used "may be" in this rant. I can't put my thoughts into words. I can't find what I really need to say. I'm holding myself back and I just want to live up to my potential because I feel like I could become someone glorious and special. It may come from too many comic books and years of hero worship in the books I read. The people there are so sure in their course of action and they seem to have everything mapped out perfectly. Batman is probably the best example. I always try to implement contingency plans for everything (sometime I picked up from Batman), but I think it isn't because I want to make sure I succeed, but to make sure I don't fail (if that makes any sense). I don't know I'm going to succeed, I'm just worried about my shortcomings. And like most people I wish there was a way I could just be told what I can do, but instead I must figure it out for myself. I feel like I should be motivated, but I'm not. And when I'm not motivated I get upset because I feel like I'm wasting my life. I know that my life is worthless if I don't do what I want to, but I suppose I don't know what I want. Too many distractions. May be I should put myself in a cave and live a reclusive life so I can get stuff done. But then I won't be able to do some of things I want to. So basicially I come out of this learning nothing new. I just need to go on retreat somewhere in the woods with pencil and paper and put to writing my life. It worked at Walden, but I really would prefer Minnesota. The worst part about this is that in five minutes non of what I wrote will matter. I'll be on a new train of thought and in a different emotional state.
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Just Like Old Times... [Sep. 24th, 2004|09:12 pm]
You know, I really don't think college has changed me much. I mean I'm more self-reliant (though just a little bit more), but on the whole Alex's attempts to "unshelter" me seemed to have failed. And apparently all my attempts to iron out the faults in my philosophy of action seemed to have proved erroneous. I realized this when I once again experienced the most common event of my social life.

So I get a call from Kaitlyn at about 5:45 (Salsa dance starts at 6:00) asking me if I could pick them up at the mall (the buses had stopped for the day or something). So I get up and drive over there and cram six girls into my car that should only hold 4 people besides me. So of course what happens when I pull up to the first stop sign? "Oooh, everyone look to the left, cute guy on the motorcycle." Yeah, I'd like to think I'm used to it by now. Not that I have a low ego or anything... Then they try to explain to me how they aren't really shallow, but they just go to the Salsa clubs to pick up hot latino guys. I'm sensing a pattern here. Oh well, I don't need to worry about them... I just hope their "desires" don't end up having negative affects. Especially when they are running around Ybor city by themselves. They apparently realize that there is a reason why the clubs allow girls 18+, but only guys 21+, but they say that they are taking advantage of the fact that they may be taken advantage of because of certain aspects of their anatomy. Oh well, I have my own stuff to worry about, like trying to get tougher on my vow to not tutor people in Chem for free.
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Realization [Sep. 21st, 2004|12:13 pm]
Ok, last night at 12:03 in the morning (how it was both last night and 12 in the morning, don't ask) I had a realization. College is the singlemost helpful event for learning everything I ever wanted to learn. I mean, philosophy with Prof. Weatherford is just awesome and after reading Atlas Shrugged I have wanted to learn philosophy. My other classes are just knowledge that I am required to know (though Chem is an interest of mine, but I already took this class once). Yesterday at 12:03 I had just finished fencing for 1.5 hours. Fencing! It was awesome! The guy next door to me was a TA for Fencing at BCC and he brought his gear. And now he and Robin are teaching me fencing for free! Mind you, they may not be the most experienced teachers, but they make it fun. Also, for $3.50 a week I get to learn how to dance Salsa. Ok, now you know me all hopelessly romantic and everything. So I have covered three of the things I feel every successful gentleman must know: how to swordfight, how to dance and how to think. This is just so awesome.
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Euphoria [Sep. 16th, 2004|03:25 pm]
Today I realized that the most gratifying points in my life are not when I do well at something like school or games or the like, but it is when I realize that I don't just know something, but I understand it. That when I see two points separated by seemingly vast differences, that they are really one in the same. What good is knowing all the answers if you don't understand them?
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Emotions [Sep. 12th, 2004|08:53 pm]
You know, I think the purpose of this journal is almost completely opposite of what I thought it would be. When I think of a journal, I think of a tool to express one's emotions. However, most of the time it is just a bunch of philosophical and moral rants that aren't really based on my important emotions but logic.

I haven't felt too many real emotions lately. Maybe 3 in the past week. I feel like I've become to apathetic. So much has happened in the past 4 months and I don't think I've ever felt too many emotional reactions. I have had ample time to reflect and I still feel hardly anything. Sometimes I get regret, but I know that it is just so I can learn from past mistakes. Has apathy infected me? Is this what it's like to have no soul or am I just delussional?
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If Science Says it, It Must be true! [Sep. 8th, 2004|04:19 pm]
http://www.newscientist.com/news/news.jsp?id=ns99996374

All us LJ users in trouble now.

"Keeping a diary is bad for your health, say UK psychologists. They found that regular diarists were more likely than non-diarists to suffer from headaches, sleeplessness, digestive problems and social awkwardness."

Funny how I never encountered any of these...ever. Must be something over there in the UK, or maybe because lj is online, so it isn't really private... Science fails to take into account individuality, especially psychology which is why I never like it. I don't like being just a statistic. I mean, it has some merit when you look at people as a whole, but if you start getting more and more specific (like any science) there are individual differences.

I mean, I can say that all the elements in Family IA react vigorously with water and form 1+ ions, but that doesn't mean they all do it the same way. Generally they do, but if you go to the specifics they do have different chemical properties that make them unique (or they wouldn't be elements to begin with). Now if they say that all diary keepers will suffer from the above mentioned problems, they probabaly either a) got paid off by some anti-diary company (if there are any I don't know) b)it is just a government conspiracy to eliminate all free thinking minds and force everyone to have the same recorded history (i.e. whatever they rewrite it as) or c) they just picked people who kept diaries and were suseptable to those problems to begin with. And I don't think this LiveJournal has made me socially awkward. In fact, I feel more comfortable helping people with their problems and getting help with mine from this thing. I think I'm going to go with choice b...

I think they have no reason to explain that people who write about traumatic events have more health problems. I mean, d'uh, they've gone through traumatic events, the mind is trying to block those out.

Anyway, that's my cathartic rant for the day. If I get a headache after this it is because a) I've been starring at the computer screen too long b) I'm having a hangover c) the government is beeming my mind on a frequency to prevent me from figuring out their evil plan in the first place (i.e. Harrison Bergeron). Well, I need to go get away from all of the windows now before the government satellites pick me off with their little lasers. Sure I'm paranoid, but it's all in good fun. I'll be sitting on my bed with a little tin foil hat so they can't read my thoughts...

Seriously, no wonder no one takes paranoid people seriously. I sounded like a baffoon rambling on like that. Only I could go from talking about diaries to a global conspiracy. I've been reading too much Sci-Fi. I gotta lay off the X-Files.
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The 8th Sign of the Apocolypse! [Sep. 8th, 2004|01:24 pm]
That's right, I skipped Calculus today. I know, shame on me, but it is the prerequisite chapter for the class I've already taken. Yeah, so everyone can blame Kaitlyn for convincing Matt and I to stay behind instead of listening to Dr. Nallamshetty solve problems incorrectly after I've already done 3 times over the right way.

Now I'm off to Chem Lab.
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